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We could have been a year today, if you had done your part. Don’t tell me it was both of us. You didn’t make me feel loved. I loved you the way the ocean loves the sand, for it always returns to the sand, despite there being beauty far out where only the ocean can reach.

My Hearts Thoughts

You were my sunlight. I now live in a forever darkness. Yet, my love for you still burns as much as the sun. I'll always be yours, even if you're not mine.

- My Hearts Thoughts

Sometimes I think ‘when was the last time you kissed & felt alive' I always think of you. I haven’t felt alive since we kissed last, & it breaks me so much

My Hearts Thoughts

You know that quote? The one that says you know its over when your more in love with the memories than with the person standing in front of you? That quote bugged me a lot when we were together. It was over quickly but I held on for you. It’s been months since I left because it hurt me too much, and yet, I continue to hold on

My Hearts Thoughts

It’s been a while, but I still think of you. I remember the way you held me that last day. I slipped into your arms the way I always had & kissed you with the confidence you gave me, neither one of us knew it was our last kiss. You picked me up & held me tight, super tight against you, I felt as though I could never be separated from you. I still torture myself thinking about how we said goodbye, without knowing it was actually our goodbye. How foolish & wrong was I to think we could make it.

My Hearts Thoughts

It was always you... Still is... And I'm scared it might always be... Just you.

- My Hearts Thoughts

“FUCK YOU!!” I scream and throw your teddy bear across the room, something falls, something breaks. I don’t care, I love you. I can’t even say I loved you, I probably always will. I just left someone because I’m still too broken over you. My love life is ruined because nobody is going to be you. And I hate it, I hate you for it.

My Hearts Thoughts

I really do love him, you know that right?" I sobbed through my hands while sitting on my bed with my best friend. "I know." She rubbed my back in attempt to calm me down. I was crying over that idiot for the thousandth time, and everytime I had to ask my friend if she knew I loved him. I felt like he didn't know, because him knowing and still hurting me like he did with his cold actions was too much. He couldn't have hurt me if he knew, right? I hoped not.

My Hearts Thoughts

I just want you to love me a little.” I laughed into the phone for the millionth time that night, your voice was so whole, cute and relaxing when you answered me, “Awh come on, what else do you want in a boyfriend?” You, I thought, but I already had that, I had everything. Until I didn’t, until you didn’t love me, not even a little. I never thought it would end like this, part of me thought sincerely that it wouldn’t. It did. Now your calling her a million times to call me a bitch while I’m sitting here, empty and used, thanks for loving me too little and burning me up, I Love you asshole.

my hearts thoughts

I love you, I think to myself as I look at your picture for the millionth time. You don't know it, do you? Did you ever really understand how much I meant every 'I love you'?? You always said you loved me more but how could you know that if you didn't understand how much I love you? I don't know, sometimes I hope you didn't get how much I love you, cuz then I could make that the reason you took me for granted. Yet, deep inside I wonder if you knew and understood, but just didn’t care...

-my hearts thoughts

You were all I wanted/want. I yell and scream about how happy I am being single, but then when I close my eyes it’s your arms I have to imagine around me to fall asleep and even then I wake up cold. The problem was never that you weren’t good enough, it was how we were managing that relationship, but I love you, I love your rambling at 3 in the morning. I love that look in your eyes when your sure about something. I love that tilt of your head when you want a hug. I just love everything you are, and I miss it.

Stardizzydreamer

"I don't want to love you anymore. I left because I was tired, loving you hurts and stresses me out, please let me forget you. Please, it hurts."

-my hearts thoughts

“I’m his, im still his.” I stare at the brown eyes in the mirror, thinking about how similar they are to his, like I do every time I look in the mirror. It’s been a while since ‘the break up’ , i’ve felt other lips, been in other arms, and yet, he’s still the only one that can make me feel really there, really alive. I still dream of his stupid smile and the old scars on his arm made with time. I still sing his name to the drunken moon and wear his shirt to bed. Nobody knows, to them, im free and happily single, but really, im still his.“

my hearts thoughts

Don’t love me because I love you. Love me because you love me. That’s what I deserve.

tg-phantom  (via wnq-writers)

When I asked you if you loved me for me or for loving you, you said you loved me for me,. When I stopped letting you walk on me, you stopped loving me. Does that mean you lied?

Why did it have to end?

we belonged together

“Oh darling, do u remember when it was just us, stranded in the middle of our love in an "empty” hallway? I got so stuck on asking why that my heart stopped for a second when I realised you were looking me deep in the eyes repeating, “I love you more”, I’ll never forget. Do u remember under the stairs, our lips collided into a bliss I never thought existed. You held me securely, your kisses have always been soft, honest yet never shy. I looked up at you with wondering eyes, “your everything to me” I said, I’ll never go back on those words. You put your forhead to mine and said, “your mine” I’ll never forget. Now I’m laying here in bed, in between our memories, missing you. Our story will always be my favorite, no matter how troubled it gets. I’ll always love you with a burning passion, a calming completeness, I promise, I’ll never forget.“

Stardizzydreamer on tumblr aka. Star.sebstan on IG

I'm so scared, I think too much, or not enough. (There's no in between)

-my hearts thoughts

Sometimes it’s the space between my fingers, or the absense of your arms when it’s cold, other times its just seeing my brown eyes and remembering yours, but there’s always something that reminds me of you, of us.

-my hearts thoughts

it was always you, Your the one who always ran through my mind that year, all you pain would tear my heart and all your happiness gave me life. I always thought I would get over you because I always got over people but I didn’t and I couldn’t. That was because I had to wait for you to love me back, and now that you do, it was all worth it

My Hearts Thoughts

It’s a thought that constantly creeps in throughout the day It’s a thought that I wish I could keep at bay How did I get to the point where I question my worth? But the truth is this self-hate all starts from birth When we are young we are compared constantly So as we get older we do things more cautiously We lose that sense of creativity and freedom And if you pursue your dreams society thinks you have a problem I am not a label, I am not a number And when you call me harsh words just know I’ll remember I know what I deserve and how I should be treated But when I show my love for self the world says I’m conceited We set abnormal expectations that will only end in failure And try to cut our fat away as if our body was paper Our mind takes over as we try to vainly conform The media makes a boney body the image seen as norm But we are more than skin and bones And if we stay silent we unknowingly turn into clones I still struggle with my physical appearance But I’ll be better someday it only takes a little love and perseverance

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I don’t know if anyone could make me feel like this way again. You’re the first person who can make me feel so happy that it flutters the inside of me. You’re the first person that looks so interested when I talked about anything. You’re the first person who made me realize that somehow I’m important in this world. You’re the first person who make me think like my dreams are very easy to reach. Aside from my family, you’re also my anchor. You’re the kind of person who is refreshing and fun to be with. I like the warmth in your smile. With you, it’s simply fun. Simply sitting beside you, talking about everything and nothing, makes me feel so happy. The kind of happiness I can’t contain. Just simply thinking about you is enough to make me feel giddy, too. You’re the first person to make me feel like I have more to offer the world than what I can do. In every smile you flashed at me, I got more inspired in every thing I do. You’re the first person whom I’ve shared my dreams without feeling awkward. You always share ideas with me. And you’ve always challenged me, pushed me to think in a different way. We have the ability to shut the world out when we’re together. Whenever you reach out and hold my hand, I find myself not caring about anything around us. To me, it’s just you and I. All I could think about is the way our fingers were intertwined, like it’s meant to be like that. I’m also struck by the feeling of familiarity when our skin/fingers touched. I’m so happy whenever I get to see you, you are the only one whom I’ve felt this pleasant and peaceful feeling in my chest. Each time you smiled at me, I get this good-kind-of-weird feeling that something warm touched my heart. I feel that what we have is a rare, once-in-a-lifetime. Being with you makes my life worthwhile. 

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THE FIRST TEN LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL 1. We are here to help you. 2. You will have time to get to your class before the bell rings. 3. The dress code will be enforced. 4. No smoking is allowed on school grounds. 5. Our football team will win the championship this year. 6. We expect more of you here. 7. Guidance counselors are always available to listen. 8. Your schedule was created with you in mind. 9. Your locker combination is private. 10. These will be the years you look back on fondly. TEN MORE LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL 1. You will use algebra in your adult lives. 2. Driving to school is a privilege that can be taken away. 3. Students must stay on campus during lunch. 4. The new text books will arrive any day now. 5. Colleges care more about you than your SAT scores. 6. We are enforcing the dress code. 7. We will figure out how to turn off the heat soon. 8. Our bus drivers are highly trained professionals. 9. There is nothing wrong with summer school. 10. We want to hear what you have to say.

Laurie Halse Anderson (via lifeofquotations)

ARGGGGGGGGGGG

She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important—you know

Marilyn Monroe (via lifeofquotations)

yas tho, that's how you do it

I believe in everything until it’s disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it’s in your mind. Who’s to say that dreams and nightmares aren’t as real as the here and now?

John Lennon (via lifeofquotations)

listen

Let us find the dam snack bar,“ Zoe said. "We should eat while we can."Grover cracked a smile. "The dam snack bar?"Zoe blinked. "Yes. What is funny?”“Nothing,” Grover said, trying to keep a straight face. “I could use some dam french fries."Even Thalia smiled at that. "And I need to use the dam restroom.”…I started cracking up, and Thalia and Grover joined in, while Zoe just looked at me. “I do not understand.”“I want to use the dam water fountain,” Grover said.“And…” Thalia tried to catch her breath. “I want to buy a dam t-shirt.

Rick Riordan (via lifeofquotations)

aweeeeeeee

The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, but in ourselves.

William Shakespeare (via lifeofquotations)

DUDE...imagine this being said to John Green, I`d cry

I like the night. Without the dark, we’d never see the stars.

Stephenie Meyer (via lifeofquotations)

#nocturnallifestyle

What the hell is that?“ I laughed."It’s my fox hat.”“Your fox hat?”“Yeah, Pudge. My fox hat.”“Why are you wearing your fox hat?” I asked.“Because no one can catch the motherfucking fox.

John Green (via lifeofquotations)

I love this :)

When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.

John Lennon (via lifeofquotations)

I wanna be happy, who else?