I’m So Tired, I Just Want To Go To Sleep And Never Wake Up.

HUZZAH the laxatives kicked in and it looks like I’m back down to around the 52kg mark give or take. I mean I still look fat as hell and hate myself so much for letting myself gain but the binge episode has passed and I feel more in control, more like myself.

I used to love baking before I relapsed, I really miss it. Hopefully one day, if I finally get sick enough to deserve recovery, I can start doing it again.

Planned to b/p today but I literally have no desire to eat why am I kind of disappointed

I’ve gotten so lazy and lenient with myself lately no wonder I’ve been binging so much, come back honeymoon phase you left me so soon 🙏🙏

WHY IS EVERYOJE SUDDENKY NON STOP TALKIJG ABOUT FOOD SHUT THR FUCK UP I BEG OF YOU

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Dude I feel so conflicted cause Ive been depressed as hell and was gonna go to the movies with my friend to distract myself and make myself feel better but now plans changed so we are watching it tmr so now I’m still depressed but I do have assignments due so technically it’s for the better?

Not feeling as exhausted today yippeee !! I am absolutely determined to get 20k steps AND get in a proper workout 😼

Considering the amount of medication I’ve taken today to rid myself of this water weight and bloating I better wake up underweight and with a squeaky clean bowel can I hear an amen 🙏

I don’t want to go to work I just wanna sleeep ☹️☹️