I Straight Up Almost Forgot To Post Today😭 I've Almost Gotten Used To Black Coffee Thank God, Sometimes

All up today I consumed 1190 kcal and I feel so gross😭 I can't wait for school tomorrow so it takes my mind off of being hungry, I just had that dinner and I actually feel disgusting

For breakfast I had:

poached eggs on toast (352 kcal) and a banana and cinnamon smoothie (163 kcal)

For a snack:

Fried tofu (106 kcal)

For lunch:

4 rice cakes with canned tuna (148 kcal)

For dinner:

Chips, coleslaw and half a bit of chicken schnitzel that my mum got me (421 kcal)

Went out for an early tea, I had to eat it all because my aunty knows about my ed and now I feel so gross😭 I reckon it was around 700 kcal from what I've looked up

Monday 30/10

Today I had 945 calories which is a little too close for comfort for me but at least it's under I suppose. I wish I could make my own dinner so I can control what I eat more😭

For lunch I had an apple and some black tea because I was feeling pretty hungry, which was 50 calories

After school I had a little bowl filled with lettuce, salmon, scrambled eggs and a tiny bit of avocado which was 196 calories

For dinner mum made pasta, leas and crumbed sausages which I ended up having two of, that was 697 calories😭

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Wednesday 25/10

My parents still eat super unhealthy but I could manage it this time! Yippee!

Today I had 896 calories which now that I've added my dinner calories up that's kinda crazy like my smoothie (which looks gross but it was actually yum trust me) was less than 200 calories

After school I went on a walk and had a smoothie with banana, apple, cinnamon and a little milk which was 182 Cal

Mum made dinner and she gave me a huge portion for some reason?? It was 714 Cal though which I mean thank god I didn't eat anything more throughout the day like that's actually crazy. Surprisingly I ended up eating it all tho mainly because I didn't want my mum getting suspicious

I thought I was the smallest out of all my friends so i was only gonna restrict calories for another week but it turns out one of thems taller than me but still only 46 kilos I'm going fucking crazy why can't that be me

I finally went and got groceries so I made a little after school meal! Only 114 kcal

3 rice cakes- 104 kcal

Tuna- 3 tbsp- 7 kcal

3 slices cucumber- 3 kcal

I'm back and I'm gonna try a 24hr liquid fast for the first time, wish me luck♡

Help me my mum is ordering pizza tonight and I'm so scared I'll binge😭 I'm gonna try get the lowest calorie one and like I've had less than 100 calories so far today so I have the room but like I don't want to😭 why do all our dinners have to be so unhealthy

Sunday 5/11

Man I am so tired today😭 I also kinda wanna start drinking more smoothies/protein shakes just to kinda get me out of the habit of putting stuff in my mouth if that makes sense?? I wish I didn't love food so much man </3