please block, don't report! this is supposed to be a vent and safe place | TW topics
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Latest Posts by decrepitasylum - Page 5
discovering my bf followed my Spotify. uh, well, okay. gotta set my settings so it doesn't show him when and that I'm listening to music.
i feel so bad to the point I wanna cut
also cry, but I can't cry so I'll just sit feeling like this
failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure failure
How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.
i get worse when im on here.
i also get worse when I'm not on here.
i can't get you to understand a single bit. so why bother trying, why dont I just leave again, and not temporarily this time.
today's wonderful. my chest fucking hurts like I cant breath but I'm breathing fine. I'm so fucking pissed at everything. i wanna throw hands at a teacher, I swear she's trying to fail me now, I wanna skip this stupid concert, I wanna yell at the director and how she's doing a shit job at teaching, I don't understand this math assignment and I have an A in math so I should understand but I don't, I don't want to stay till the bus I want to go home, its been three months since I've heard from A, I wanna fucking mess up my body and cut everywhere, music is not blocking out anything. FUCK THIS SHIT.
i have posted too much today, I'm going to rot away until the 25th or unless something happens
it feels so weird and wrong starting over. i don't like this.
i am freezing right now, why is the cafeteria so cold
i just realized, I lost my boops as well
"But you were fine 2 seconds ago"
yeah and now im not
"But you said you were getting better"
yeah and now im getting worse
1hr ago me was wrong btw
introductions!
hi, first off, this is a major TW account. mainly sh and sui. if you're not comfortable, then please. get out. i do not encourage this behavior, im simply venting and screaming my thoughts and actions. i don't intend to get better. i am also not a good person, by any standards, morally and mentally.
I am 19 yrs
disc- decayed.forest
identity? no. | somehow I have two partners (A & Z) which I dont get how
i kin music so much -> aWannabe, Original God, Rivilin, Rebzyyx, Max Fry
bpd, depression, severe anxiety and social skill issues, adhd, idfk and idc. questioning aspd and szpd I don't know what's going on anymore
things I like -> classic and supercars, Minecraft, Skyrim, gore, blood, crp, cof
DNI: 13 and under - 40 and over. religious bs. ed/sh groups. generally free with anyone interacting
if anyone has reblogged my posts, can someone tell me? i would like them back (you don't have to)
i was rotting-in-the-forest
i hate this, I don't want to start over
yeah so, I got got. I knew it would happen eventually but still feels like being hit by a semi
gonna try to tag everyone I can remember
@love-stuck @sewerslidalfaggot @grimnmm @pinkbunnieskill @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @emandcries @gruesomeghost-boy @ima-end-itt @soontobe-onlyamemory @aloneshecries @thebpdcrybaby (i cant remember some properly, I'm sorry)