introspective-in-somnia
Shai/Mirage, 25, transmasc, he/him, aro/ace
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Night Scene at Sumida River - Kobayashi Kiyochika , 1930.
Japanese , 1847-1915
Woodblock, 10 1/8 x 7 ½ in.
I can rank all 3 of them based on their opinions to fucking around, which are "can you stop fucking around", "can you please keep fucking around", and "fuck around and find out (cheerful and affectionate)"
Evening on the Garden - Olga Kvasha , 2016
Ukrainian,b.1976 -
Oil on canvas, 75 x 85
Livre de la Vigne nostre Seigneur; France, 15th century; Bodleian Library, MS. Douce 134, f. 49v
Can’t find the way back, Jeremy Miranda
Some techkin lingo 💚
You’re tired and need to rest?
You need to be plugged in and recharge or your low on battery
You’re sick?
You have a virus
You’re taking daily medication/meds because you’re sick?
You’re initiating anti-virus software
You’re taking awhile to think abt smthn?
You’re loading or your processing speed is slow
You’re hot?
Your system is overheating/your fans are on high drive
You’re super full after eating? / you can’t take in any more information abt something?
Your storage is full
You’re sleeping?
Your system is restarting/initiating an update
Among others :)) reblog and put ur suggestions!
I have painted my nails bronze, shiny and subtly sparkly, and it is doing absolute wonders for me right now, as is the long black skirt
I can no longer be silent on the matter
Actual images of me
MARTIN GASPARYAN - İstanbul
Are we legitimately getting. machine dysphoria
Maxfield Parish (United States 1870-1966). Lull Brook /Winter Peace at Twilight 1945.
Adam Hall ~ “Passes Us By” - Oil on Panel 34 x 40
Sunset Daggerwing (𝑀𝑎𝑟𝑝𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑎 𝑓𝑢𝑟𝑐𝑢𝑙𝑎), family Nymphalidae, Colombia
photograph by Michael Garcia
ur a <stranger> - WILLOW
Night Shfit - Lucy Dacus
Be Quiet and Drive (Far Away) - HEALTH (cover)
Unloved - HEALTH
Church Outfit - Poppy
Doooshiyoooo!! - Tempalay
Imperial Girl - R Sound Design
Round Trip - 36g
Dramaturgy - Eve
Torinoko City - 40m-P
Bonfires - Blue Foundation
She's Lost Control - Joy Division
3AM-Alternative Root - Madoi the Maid
Help Me (Tsunawatari) - Hako Yamasaki
Let's discuss.
Interesting playlist development in not just including quieter music and synthpop but also including alt rock and post punk
Interesting playlist development in not just including quieter music and synthpop but also including alt rock and post punk
//...Vladimir Donatovich Orlovsky...// (1842-1914)
Storm Clouds, 1884.
Blog for posts and reblogs by co-fronting headmates
Tags used:
🌟 -> Host speaking
🦋 Musings 🦋 -> Talk tag for Pouf
⚙️.txt -> Talk tag for Mirage
🔥 -> Working (non talk) tag for the str.eetc.leaner
Other tags that may be seen, most courtesy of Pouf:
🔮 -> Directly related to spirituality
👑 -> Interior architecture for royal buildings
❤️ -> Lovecore imagery
🐜 -> Insect imagery
💭 -> Thoughts close to the heart
musings on the sun
christina perneta, noor hindi, vincent van gogh, jeanette winterson, zinaida vysota docenko, anne sexton, olga kos, khalil gibran
Zamarada Geometer Moth (Zamarada sp.), family Geometridae, Bukit Lawang, North Sumatra, Indonesia
photograph by Nicky Bay
Setting an alarm for "bug time" on my phone in hopes it will improve my life immensely
Literally the most embarrassing thing about having a pouf fictive is suddenly remembering how viscerally annoying I (the person who watched the caa) found komugi
Can we please make things slightly easier for Pouf, he is about to flay himself alive
Why is it so much more painful this time? I can barely look myself in the mirror, the disconnect is so great; the short term memory gaps seem to be less often but that's also been a new manifestation. There were definitely times in the past where I'd been jarred by the face I see in the reflection but it's never been quite like this.
Quick survey question:
Alterhumans, otherkin, therians, fictionkin, etc., if you have talked about your identity to a therapist or other mental health professional, how did it go?
I mainly ask for myself since I’m hopefully starting therapy soon and these identities and community have been such a huge part of my life for almost a decade so like, I kinda really wanna talk about it at least somewhat lol.
If you see this after the poll runs out pls just respond in the replies :)
Honestly, it's been such a joy to see him having come back; I love him, and he loves me. I'm believing he was responsive to my stress and came back specifically to tell me that (we're) better than this, that (we) deserve more than this. He's egging me on in making actual choices that feel extreme to me but are probably average or on par with how other people would respond. He's angry and rightfully so! He's pushing me to act, to not acknowledge the situation and choose to do nothing.
Seeing him again feels like seeing an old friend again, and part of me really hopes to keep him, even knowing that when life begins to smooth out again, he'll probably go back into dormancy. Truthfully, I thought we'd integrated until he came rushing out of the depths of my psyche again. It was surprising, but I'm not upset. I'm so much more comfortable with him being around and helping me along. It really all does feel like a massive act of love.
Being able to give him more leeway because I'm not afraid anymore means I'm getting to see some of his quirks come through, we made tea and are leaning more towards having some kind of drink for breakfast as opposed to solid food. It's only been a few days since he's returned, but I'm not gonna lie, I'm looking forward to seeing what else we'll do before he inevitably gets quieter before vanishing entirely for however long again.